ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you wanna know something? girls are bitches because that is who they are! you don't go around on the internet telling people who you hate for anyone to read it! you don't use your blog as a diary for fruitcake's sake! honestly!

last year when i heard you were coming back i was happy and than i thought about it.....casey and dara don't like each other and neitehr does bec and dara. i thought of everything that had happened that year adn realised that while you were away thatw as one of the happiest time of my life (the happiest was disney land and hawaii:D). i had gotten close to people i hadn't thought possible and realised if their was a fight i would chose them. they ARE my best friends. i don't have one best friend i have six! i'm not writing this as if it's a diary, i have a diary and ALL my secrets are in there i don't put them onto my blog.

you chose not to like them and thast your choice and to tell you the truth when Lucinda told me what you told her last year i was amazed. you two were best buds all throughout primary school and the you go tell her that? i'm not gonna say what it was cos that was just plain mean. that was what turned me. i knew i sould be a bitch when i really wanted to be but that isn't bitchy, thast mean and i don't really want to be friends with a person like that. you weren't here for a lot of the stuff that happened, maybe if you were here than maybe things would have turne out differently but i'm using that as an excuse. i thought that thingfs would work out differently but they didn't and now we have to live with the choices we make and i'm happy with mine but are you happy with yours? and yes, you were subconsioucly pushing your friends away or maybe it was consoiucly pushing them away but whichever one it was, i think it worked.

later fruitcake